Wat lies Ahead

this one has deep meanings...not in literary sense.believe me its crap
but then someone who knows wat this is talking about would know wat it actually means.
i had heard people write wen they are sad
but i wud do such a thing, i never expected dat.
so hear goes....

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January comes, with it comes hope
New Years eve beackoned by Dope
High i was,or wasn't i?
or was this an everlasting lie.
It came it went, a slippery rope,
I tried to catch the bus of hope,
But fast it was,I culdn't fly
and so the month end came close by.

B'day times, things were bang
cakes were cut,people sang
yet my eyes swept, went round the room
Alas ,my heart was filled with gloom
The ones i loved were not to be seen
a broken heart, a shattered dream.

I collected my self,i had to try
i wudn;'t loose, wudnt be shy
So let the months take their try
jan feb march april
may june july

But then things changed with summer stroke
A shining star, newly christened hope
i had never dreamed i wud survive
BBut here i stood shattered,yet not shy
half the year had just gone by
Not much had happened to laugh or cry

The other half promised much more
Times were apt to hit the floor
My v12 revved, the gas shot high
no regrets, nothing to sigh
my eyes were locked,up above the sky
to reach for the stars, to soar high

& so i left my cares behind
and shunned the memories of the grind
A new zeal filled, a throbbing heart
and i had a feeling it was a gud start
i toiled ahead, gave up my slumber
as a skilled jack gets on his lumber
for months again started changing number
august september october november

And yet again it was testing time
A bad hangover,treated with lime
for december stood,here at bay
and did i have the things to say
For theres one thing i'm so not sure
Mighty's plans,wat time has in store
And there i stand in front the door
The door of glory, or aching sore?

- Wire_Surfer

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Abt the post :

something happend, not so pleasant tough
had me in a jiffy ,i had hit a low.
Thrown away paper & borrowed pen
a long tiring walk to almost like the worlds end
disturbing thoughts about a friend
and a fraape large which felt godsent
made up the recipe to these lines
and yes dear these are mine
they come from my self, very deep inside
brought to the surface coz of vulturing hides
i have held my calm and will still do
and drops shall not fall except in a loo
it feels goood i still have an ounce of humour
for my heart was so tensed as if i had a tumour
but i know its a phase that will pass
or else the lines wud flow
in tomorrows class.


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